Crying for th past two days is really tiring.. but it won't stop...... Now I kno how it feels like to really have a mental breakdown.. 

You finally sang "Its you".... th song tht got me to fall for you.. will I see and hear it live...? Will i get to hear you sing "Gray paper"? Will i get to see you dressed up as a pirate? Will i get to see you and your witty actions tht got me laughing all th time? Will i get to hear you adlibs tht always got me swooning? Will i get to see you again? 

I'm feeling so shitty. urgh.. crying is so tiring. i hate it. I feel as though i'm walking in a desert. I'm restless... i'm lost..... 

Bending down in front of everyone.. in th centre stage.... i felt as though my heart has been shattered by a baseball bat.... tears can't stop falling at how much you don't wanna leave th stage...


Jongwoon ah...... idk when you will leave.... but i hope you kno tht ELF are here and Clouds are here with you... waiting for tht 2 years to pass by and we're tgt again... keep your head up boy.. don't lose confidence in yourself... Don't blame yourself for not being good enough.. I hope.. i can keep th promise of fetching you back when you're done with those 2 years.... i'll wait for you patiently.. ♥

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