Didn't realise tht people could actually figure out what I was feeling at tht moment even though I kept trying to hide them... deep inside my heart... Always telling myself... "There's nothing wrong with me steph, why are you feeling this way." And putting on a fake smile on my face.. i carried on with it... putting a huge burden on my shoulders and everyone else whom I love and care for. But my mission was ruined like tht.. My heart broke in half when tht someone spoke to me... How could i be so stupid... so immature.... such a cry baby... such an annoyance to people... I'm sorry for bringing pain into your heart. I was literally drenched in tears, relived and thanking God, tht i have people who are not like th past... but now, with me...

Till now... those words just kept coming in my mind almost everyday.. my past isn't th present... my present isn't th past... I should live th way I want it to be.... and just be th way i really am..... 

School is starting today.. its a brand new semester, brand new year, brand new memories to cherish and create.. but there's one thing tht has not changed, and tht's..........................

Th people who are with me in this journey of life tgt ♥ 

"나눈 게 많잖아 Oh- Oh- 흘린 땀 눈물 비밀

Goodnight everyone. ♥