Happy Birthday to my most beloved, lovely, adorable, baby boy, Kim Jong Woon.. who is now 30. Words cannot explain how happy and thankful I am for your existence in this very Earth we're living in. I've been in this fandom for 4 years... I don't know if its just a coincidence that I'm stuck in the kpop world or is its meant to be, but i'm just glad and blessed that you are the cause of bringing me into the Sapphire Blue Sea. So, thank you. ♥
Born in 24th August 1984... He was just a average boy living in Cheonan, who have always wanted to be a singer... You always loved singing do you? Won so many singing contests and everything.. God must have given you a gift of a splendid voice that can move people with your singing. Having a poor background, you really worked hard for your family.. even when you were a trainee, you travel back and forth from Seoul back to your place late at night and to make sure you tell your mum tht you were home. It must be tough isn't it? You worked so hard to get to where you are today. And you debuted as part of Super Junior.... in year 2005.
Your story never fails to inspire me. You once said tht its a huge mountain to be a singer, you might've doubted yourself a lot, wanting to give up. But look at you right now. You have made it so much... and so far. That kind of person who never gives up in what he loves, not losing hope, faith, passion, and strength. That is you, Jongwoon. That is one in a million reasons why you are my bias, more than that, my inspiration. ♥
If i wanna list down th things i love abt you, this post isn't ending i tell you.. And since its your 30th birthday, I shall say 30 things that I'm thankful to you about. So yup. its my first time doing this, but here goes..
1. Thank you for being a boy who works hard in whatever you do and giving it your 101%. I know people might not recognize them, but I appreciate every drop of effort you've put in..
2. Thank you for being a boy who's unique and different from others. How your weird obsessions and habits are one of th many reasons why I love you.
3. Thank you for being YOU. You're not afraid to be who you are even when it comes to being bullied and bringing laughter to everyone.
4. Thank you for being part of Super Junior. I don't know where I would be if you're not. I might be a soulless person.
5. Thank you for giving me strength to carry on with my life. Like i said, you might not see it, but you give strength to people like myself to not give up easily.
6. Thank you for being my happy pill. There's too many things to list.
7. Thank you for bringing me sunshine to my gloomy days. Even at my deepest and lowest moments, you always shine happiness to me.
8. Thank you for teaching me how to love. As the most filial son, I learn to be more loving as a daughter in my family.
9. Thank you for teaching me how to care for others. Your members and fans, you're always there for them. It may be small, but I know you always care for them a lot.
10. Thank you for teaching me how to stand up from my falls. You have gone through much more than I do... and you teach me how to stand up on my own and move on.
11. Thank you for singing. Your singing is what brings everything to life in my world. It speaks so much whenever I hear it.
12. Thank you for always making me cry through your singing. In a good way and a bad way, but still.
13. Thank you for making me delusional at times. Well, its not THAT bad.
14. Thank you for being all witty and clumsy. Always trying to stand out with your nonsense. It makes me love you more.
15. Thank you for always making me defenseless. I take this as a good thing??
16. Thank you for teaching me how to regulate my feelings. This... goes in many ways.. happy, sad, anger. everything.
17. Thank you for teaching me how to save money. No not really... but still progressing.
18. Thank you for making me have mixed feelings for you. I don't kno how this is a good thing either, but... yea. Sometimes I really feel like slapping you.
19. Thank you for giving me a chance to see you. You may not know me, but I'm happy by just seeing you, even if its from afar.
20. Thank you for waving at me during th ending of SMTOWN SG. I will never forget tht short 4 sec of my life bcus I was th only person standing there.
21. Thank you for killing me all th time. Yes, idk how many times you've killed me for.
22. Thank you for making my heart race. ALL TH TIME.
23. Thank you for always posting selcas. Which is part of th reason for point 21&22.
24. Thank you for your adlibs. YOUR ADLIBS ARE LIKE AN ICING OF A CAKE. IT MAKES EVERYTHING COMPLETE.
25. Thank you for being sexy and hot. This is... self explanatory. Reason for point 21&22.
26. Thank you for being a kid. You really do act like a childish boy whom I love and feel like I wanna take you home.
27. Thank you for being a gentleman. Your actions shows oh so obviously.
28. Thank you for putting me into this fandom. I have met so many people whom I'm so thankful for and will treasure and care for them as much as my own close friends.
29. Thank you for being human. You're imperfect, you make mistakes, you do, feel and experience things like how a normal average person would do. and I think you're perfect just th way you are.
30. Thank you for making me love you. ♥
There are millions of people who are just like me, but I'm just blessed to be one of the million who loves you for you. 30 is just a number, and I'm sure you will achieve so much more. 2 years is a very long time. But each day passed is a day closer to your return. I will wait patiently for you. I made a promise that I will welcome you back from the army with open arms in Korea. So until then, make Korea proud and serve the army well alright? I kno you might be insecure about so many things, and fans might be one of them, but I will be one of the few who will stand firm and await for your return.
I'm thankful for your existence in life breathing and living in the same world as I do. Wherever you go, I'll always follow right behind you. As much as you provide me with support, I will do th same for you. You don't know my existence in this world, but as long as I get to be one of that small pillars of support in your future... let me be that one pillar. That is all that matters.
Stay safe, healthy, strong and the Jongwoon everybody loves.
Last but not least........
Happy birthday 김종운... ♥ I love you. ♥
Happy birthday 김종운... ♥ I love you. ♥
Sunday, August 25, 2013